Page 18 - Sword-Bishop - His Personal Development

Children’s Prayer Storm – KGS

Adam, who always received him very well. He said to him: «I believe
you because meanwhile I have come to know you. But as a bishop, I
cannot anticipate the Church, the Vatican.»
Many years went by and never did his family fall into debts. But every
now and then the Sword-Bishop tells some things about it, if one
insists, which can only be recognised as true miracles through Mary
and St Joseph. The family never had too much money, but always just
enough to pay their bills and food without living in want. They were
content and happy with it and praised GOD.

The circulars went out by the thousands, and were produced manually
by him and his wife usually late into the night with a hand-operated
duplicating machine that made their arms ache. Their sons often
helped to fold the sheets. He never asked for payment for them. The
writings were always free of charge. He simply enclosed a payment slip
with the request to help the KGS. To many he had been sending the
cirulars for years without ever receiving a reply or donation. His answer
was simple and plain, but full of an inner glow of love for his GOD:
«All I just do is care for Him (GOD), and He will care for me.»

Nikolaus was full of confidence for this apostolate. He travelled to
wherever he suspected the slightest possibility of success for the KGS. At
first without results; nothing lasted. Many people wanted to hear him
speak out of curiosity to see miracles, but to take part …! This con-
tinued until he became aware of what an absolute nothingness he
really is. Completely heartbroken and in severest anguish, in pain and
tears, he broke down and spoke to GOD with a wounded heart:

«My GOD, with unspeakable sorrow, contrition and most intense grief
I must confess to You that I am not able to do this. I am only spoiling
the Children’s Prayer Storm for You. You must, however painful it is
for me, find someone better. Someone else!»

This was the most awful thing for him to do in his boundless love for
GOD. GOD then instructed him as follows:

«Look, Nikolaus, you are making the following mistake: you are
indeed full of good will and it is bottled up in you. Make yourself
empty. Look to My Mother! She is able to let all My divine graces flow

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